So my other best friend visited M.A last evening and told me she was off the mark. The only one to say so among many others. And despite others who didn't agree, I had found solace in her words.
Nothing can describe the immense relief I feel at this moment.
Any attempt to exemplify how I feel would fail miserably. Any attempts to verbalize, would simply be a gross understatement.
For the first time last night, I fell asleep...at peace with myself. He wasn't the last thing on my mind.
And I realized I have been a prisoner of my own mind. How i have set boundaries for myself without realizing it. How silly.
Nevertheless, I feel so light now. Its as though someone has lifted off this huge boulder that had been sitting on my shoulders.
I have also decided to go back on my 10-week PT programme. Maybe this time I really am gonna look hot in that bikini.
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